Hey there.
It’s currently 1am and I have work at 8am. I just came from 3 days off and I really find it hard to sleep early coming from days off as I would usually sleep and wake up late on days off. Haha. So here I am trying to empty my mind by writing my thoughts down, hoping it would help me sleep :D
Just a few life updates…
– I’m looking forward to my dad coming home in a few days. He will be undergoing quarantine first, hopefully just for a few days and then he will stay at home for total of 14 days. He has gone through so much this year and I cannot wait to see him again :)
– Work has been light but tough at the same time. We can only operate at the minimum so as to not generate more expenses instead of revenue, so that means a lot of things in our field. Not to go much into detail, but I cannot wait for this to pass, really.
– Dennis and I have been looking at homes this year. Seeing the actual places and model houses makes me even more excited in having our own place. We have agreed on having a minimalist / nordic style for our home. I’m so excited :’)
– To those that have been seeing my socmed posts know that I am currently OBSESSED with BTS. Hahaha, I never thought that I will stan k-pop groups at this age. XD But I really love these boys, and to be honest, it has been a while since I had an anxiety attack since I started following them. I guess them being on the same age group as mine comforts me that they also go through the same stuff I do. Their music is diverse, which is a plus for me since I do not stick to only one genre. And, let’s face it, they are soooo good looking. HAHAHA, They are so funny too! My biases are Yoongi, Taehyung and Seokjin :D
– I have been cooking a lot lately. Being stuck in-house at the hotel and eating cafeteria food for months really made me excited for home cooked meals. I have been trying to cook a lot of Korean food as well.
– At work we are not allowed to take public transpo, so nowadays, I drive myself to and from work. This really made me miss taking my P2P and MRT rides. Specially that I always feel sleepy when I drive in heavy traffic. COVID please go away :(((
– This pandemic really taught me a lot about being responsible and being a better adult. I have also discovered my passion (??) for cleaning, hahaha. I sometimes surprise myself that I could alot time to clean nowadays HAHAHA. I now visit the cleaning chemicals and tools isle in supermarkets and hardwares HAHA
– Currently I am generally happy with everything that’s going on with my life. I want to enjoy it but a small voice in my head says being happy means something sad might occur next. Do any of you feel this too?
I hope all of you reading this is staying safe. Keep your families safe too. I heard we have a surge again now as the holidays are approaching. So just celebrate virtually and don’t hold physical parties.
I feel more tired now so I will try to sleep again. Wish me luck! :D
Stay safe,
Vina